Trigger Warning
grief finds
its mouth
in dark walls
it chokes
on nails and chalk
a palette of peel i n g paint
dried wet wooden breath
that only I can hear
wailing
I bang my cheekbones
to bruise a room blue
to see
another color
white
pearls
shower
from
gums
while lips tighten like oysters
from being pried open
by night
a room is now repurposed
a chessboard
checkered
of teeth
and past memories
my dead Father is the
b
r o
k e
n
pieces in a losing game
death’s hand wins again
kings versus pawns